Forever and Beyond that ❤
- Fasnal
- Aug 3, 2024
- 4 min read
"I’ll always love you when you’re no longer young, beautiful or alive" ~Anonymous
My Devilish Angel
Let me tell you one thing in advance, I miss this self-made wonder woman...I always wish that if you're here with me now...but I know you're far away from me...but still, every breeze which makes a feather touch on ma face, and every face I see when I walk around, every song I hear, every beautiful thing around me is making me remember you.
Why is it happening to me?? Am I the only person in this world who is crazy as this...??? Idk..... Whenever feel like I'm missing u so badly, I use to keep your picture as my wallpaper., So that I can see your smiling face always... It may sound a bit childish, but who cares... I don't care what people think, I will keep doing things which makes me happy.
Maybe I don't talk to you all the time, but please don't ever try to judge my love based on the amount of time I'm talking to you... nothing can measure the intensity of my love for you. You know how much it hurts me when I realize the fact that I don't have you in my arms. I really want to sit beside you. I just want to keep look into your face without blinking or taking off ma face from you. You know how much your Devilish smile makes me crazy. You may feel that I don't praise ua beauty as other people do, but you know that you're the most beautiful creature for me, even if I praise u or not. Remember neva ever try to compare me with other people who are out there. Because there is a huge difference between me and them. They will praise you as long as you have a pretty face but I will do that even when you have wrinkles on your face, I will do that even on your 80s, I will do that even when you're struggling to walk alone... I will do that even when your face gets ugly for others.. what makes me different from the others is the consistency...coz I love your soul rather than your angelic face... But let me tell you one fact... You're so beautiful like nothing could..U r beautiful like.... how to say... I'm really struggling to explain that...
Ok, listen... If the most cutest kid in this world is smiling, how it will be? Ur smile is exactly like that...that will make me feel like come grab that face...I juz wanna keep that face always in my palm...
The way u smile will make everyone melt and will make them stress-free... U know how innocent you're when you smiling (though the reality is different😋) and that is why you're ma Devilish Angel...❤
Its been more than 4 days since u didn't come in my dreams... You're so close to me in my dreams...I can see you, I can hear you...and even I can even feel your eyes, nose, ear, smile your neck......
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U know one thing, whenever I see your neck, a vampire instinct is waking up inside me.... that instinct is a beginning of writing a new story...the story which is written with my lips and your skin instead of pen and paper... probably that's the most beautiful story that I have ever written...and remember you're the only reason why it becomes so beautiful...all credit goes to you... That's how all my day ends. But it's been more than 4 days since I have seen you in my dreams, so I haven't written any story as well since last 4 days 🙈
Hopefully, I will see you tonight...you have no clue how much I miss u and your presence...you know one thing if you were water I would have poured it all over me...I just want to fill myself with you... I want to make I and YOU become WE... One soul and one body like nothing could separate us...
There is big dream in my mind since the last couple of days... I wanna visit 49 countries together before we have our first baby... There is a secret behind it... Don't ask me what it is... You will find out when, if that dream is ever gonna happen...
I wish if I could talk to you every minute, every second I live...you know how much I miss you, your voice, your smile...I miss this devil so badly...
You use to make a lot of funky pose in my dreams while we talking... I swear on god, those were amazingly cute...
Let me tell you one thing once again, I really miss you...I really miss you so badly...all the good things ever happened to me, happening, or gonna happen, is just coz of you... You're the reason behind it. Probably Cox of the craving to reach your feet...love you so madly...😘
Just be with me all the through my life, I will keep you happy as much as I can...I will never ask you to change anything. Not even a bit... I don't want you to change, I'm not in love with who you could be, or who you used to be, or who the world says you should be. I'm in love with you. Right now. Just like this.
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