The Angel Of My Dreams

"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find her? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. Cause the truth is, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived." ~ William Parish

My Dear Soulmate

Do you know one thing, My thoughts are getting heavier and my body has become so massless nowadays. You made me become a daydreamer. Even in my worst moment, the thought about you is making me happy like anything. I always use to tell people that, I write only when I'm missing you a lot or when I don't get to see you in my dreams for a long time. So I'm writing...

Last night I was thinking, how our life will be after 25 years if we are being together.

We get old and get used to each other.

We think alike. We read each other's minds.

We know what the other wants without asking.

Sometimes we irritate each other a little bit (maybe most of the time).

Maybe sometimes we take each other for granted.

But once in a while, like today, I meditate on it and realize how lucky I am to share my life with the greatest woman that I have ever met.

You still fascinate and inspire me.

You influence me for the better. You're the object of my desire, the Earthly reason for my existence. I love you very much.

I just want to tell you that don’t expect me to be perfect. I don’t expect you to be perfect either. You know one thing I love you the way you're. I always felt that you're one step ahead of perfection. So I kindly request you to stay the way you're. Don't change it not even a bit for anyone, even if it's for me. Coz I really love you the way you're... I'm really mad about for being what you are. Fight with me if you have to, or if you want to but make sure to come back to me every time you feel low. I can't let you down, or to make feel low, even if I need to compromise, even if I need to say sorry for your mistake or I need to give up on something for your happiness, I will do that, but I want you to be happy and stay with me forever.

I can’t make unrealistic promises but I can make dinner dinner for you when you don’t feel like cooking or you (We) are not in the mood. I also promise I won't stay away from you, by giving an excuse that household chaos needs to be done by women itself. Coz I don't believe in it. Then I will take you for vacation at least once or twice in every year, irrespective of how busy or old we are. I promise. (This is apart from our normal travel diaries.) You know one thing, I love you more than anything in this world. I love you even more than myself..you need to know one more thing that all my dreams, days, happiness, everything begins and ending within you itself.

I believe the purest of love is something which doesn't expect anything in return, their love, care time, their presence, not even a nice word from them. Even without all these things if you can still love and live for that person, I would say that it's true love. I don't even know that, whether you're going to become part of my life or not, but even if you come to my life or not, I'm gonna stick to it forever, irrespective of your response and behaviour. Either I wanna live with you or your beautiful dreams and memories.

Let time prove everything. Remember love is not something talking to the other person all the time, love is when, even when you're far, even when you don't get to see the other person for years, still keeping the same passion and enthusiasm. Doesn't matter how many people I talk with, doesn't matter how many people I meet, no one can ever take my attention as you did. Even if I talk to you or not, even if I spent with you or not, You're there in my mind almost every bit n pieces of my life, even if I'm far or near you're the only one in mind and soul and gonna carry you in heart and thoughts for a lifetime. You have conquered my soul like no one can ever reach there again. It feels so good when I'm carrying you in my mind...You know one thing, no one can ever the give the feel, what you're giving to me. It's something special. Beyond words and explanation. I think the biggest intoxication in this world is love itself. Because once you get into it with your soul, you will never be able to come out of it.

I hate being apart from you. I keep counting down the moments I had with you in my dreams; until I get to feel you in my arms which wrapped around you

I love you and I miss you, but I know the pain of not seeing you is worth it. You are worth it. I would wait a lifetime for you.

I’m truly fascinated by your lips because they always say the most amazing and beautiful things and that outline the most beautiful smile that I ever witnessed. The sight of your beautiful face framed by your soft hair, and cutest smile is hard to resist. I mean its really hard to resist, it can melt any volcano. If anyone wants to witness how creative is god can be, then I must tell, they must see you once... The moment I see your smile, it takes me to a different world. Literally I all forget to breathe. Is it because I'm sick? If I'm sick I hope you will check my carbon dioxide level soon and mix yours into mine 🙈

You're an inspiration to so many with the way you carry yourself and project the image of someone strong and independent. I learn so much just from being around you. That's why at times I use to call you as wonder women...coz you're still a wonder for me in so many ways...

You have everything every woman wishes for: good looks, wonderful personality and great wisdom. I’m truly blessed to have you at least in my dreams... I don't on what extend you have been identified these traits but I swear these are not just praising notes to please you, this is how exactly I feel about you.

I miss your angelic smile, those cute eyes, mesmerising voice... I badly wanna hear you. I could see those blinking eyes, for that all I need to do is just to close my eyes and hold my breath for a while... I could literally feel your breath when the breeze blows over my face... Even I could feel your fragrance... I can feel your fingers all over me and even in my hair. I can always feel you like you're just beside me...

The saddest part of my story is the that at end of the day, I itself know that its an illusion.. but still I don't wanna go against it coz this illusion makes me happier and I believe that is far better than being depressed. So either let me live with you or with this illusion of yours. There is something about being with you that makes me want to be the best person that I can be. So being with you (even if it's in reality or dream) will make me as a better person. So I should keep you at least in my dreams.