A Journey Through My Dreams❤️

“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day." (The Notebook)

I was so disturbed since last few days, the only thing which makes me alive was the dream with you. I always use to say that either im gonna live with you or with your memories still i won't prefer anyone else over you. When I use to say this, people use to fire me with tons of questions like, Are you crazy? Have you gone mad? Are you out of your mind? But no one knows the way I'm loving you. No one knws that I can't love anyone else the way I'm loving you., coz even if I forcefully moved on with someone else, it will be like I'm cheating on them, coz even when I hug that person, deep inside my mind i will be seeing you. My mind ll be hugging your soul instead of her. Its exactly like cheating an innocent girl. I don't wanna do that, i don't wanna cheat anyone. So let me live with my dreams peacefully forever if I cant have you in my life..

Even if it's takes another birth to have you in my life, still i will wait for you. Coz I know it's worth waiting for an Angel like you. My Devilish Angel. I don't need anyone else other than you. When I say this, i really mean it, and I promise, i will stick with it forever n ever, no matter what, I will keep my word... moreover no one knows how beautiful my dreams are, probably those dreams are thousand times better than your perfect life or the ideal life which you have ever dreamed off. When i close my eyes, i can see a life with you. A beautiful life. I can live with those dreams and memories, even if I don't have you in my life..... So Lot of dreams, lot of memories, traveling across the world, getting into lot of adventures stuff, will help me to hold my breath and to walk till the last step of my life. You wanna see how beautiful are my dreams? You wanna know how I'm gonna live with you, once you become the part of my life? I don't think I can i can able to express everything with the exact gravity. But my life will be a 1000 times better than what I'm gonna write here.

I have seen that people saying, i wanna wake up right next to you every morning, but i don't want to wake up beside you. I wanna wake up within you. Remember Not even beside you. Like you should be in my arms, your breath will be touching my neck and my chest. One body.... One soul.... I wish to hear those sleepy words from you when I'm trying to shift you from my chest to bed when I'm trying to get up from the bed. Probably in those moments, i can able to see my first child in you. 😋

I have seen that people naming their bedroom as dream world, dream nest things like that. But we will name it as battlefield, why because I know that's the place where the devil in you will take charge and will show all your tantrums.

Our typical day should start with a coffee, i wanna wake you up with the coffee in every alternative week. (Because we will be splitting the work among us, so every alternative weeks you should have to get up before me and need to get me a cup of coffee everyday day and next week vice versa.) Is it sounds like filmy... May be.. but that is how we gonna live our life. While sipping the coffee i wanna look at you, from the corner of my eyes, i wanna see that crazy smile, Devilish smile or may be a blush on ua face for what you have done last night 🙈. Everyone should realize that you're committed, or married not from your nuptials chain but from your neck. I promise I will never let that mark fade away from your neck as long as I live. Every night I will write a story to make you sleep. Not with the pen and paper instead of that, i want to write the story with my lips on your soul and your skin. I'm sure you will love the story...in fact every line of it...

I want to talk to you every moment. I think after being together, I will become like that pre school guy... I always wanted to be there around you, just like u wanted to be there around your mom during your school days. so I may start bunking my office, with that cliche dialogue as I'm suffering from fever and headache please grant me leave for 2 days 😂

I wanna come and stand beside you while you cooking, even if I don't have anything to talk,still I wanna be there...I wanna stand beside you and i wanna irritate you a lot while you cooking... probably with my stupid questions..😆 and sometimes I want to stop you while you doing something on the kitchen by grabbing you from behind or wrapping my hands around you and to testing the blood pressure on your neck. Eventually kitchen can turn into a battlefield. But the saddest part is we may end up having carbon cake for lunch. 😂

Always our fight should resembles Tom and Jerry, where we will be running around the house, everyone around us should get confused about our relationship whether are we friends? couplez???or enemies...all our fight should end up in love making..a passionate wild love making. even if we fight for some serious reason, it should get sorted out before 11:59pm. Even if it's not my mistake, i promise i will come and apologize to you, because i will love you more than my ego. None of our fight should not cross overnight or none of our fight should not reach to a 3rd person never ever.

After being with you, I want to travel all over the world.,or rather i can say I wanna increase the number of places or the distance I'm gonna travel. Need to try all adventures stuff... We both should plan each and every destination we gonna travel. Though the execution level ll be very poor, still i wanna plan along with you. Every place we gonna travel, every small things we gonna do out there, should be our mutual decision. We will be not just sharing the bed but our journey, happiness, fight, stress, tension, ride, tent, problems, sorrows, all the works and everything we will be sharing together. Except the food, coz i don't think you will ever share that 😬 and I don't think I ll be dare to touch that 😆 coz you gonna kill me 🏃🏻‍♂️🏃🏻‍♀️

I wanna love you more on your periods. I wanna adjust myself according to your mood swings. I wanna care you like my 1st daughter during those days. I wanna make myself ready to take u for a drive or ride even on the midnight, to keep you well during the mood swings in your periods. I read lot of articles about how to get rid of pain during the periods, i wanna try all those remedies for you when you're in pain, and when I feel nothing is working out, i wanna comfort you with a tight hug.

When I'm dreaming about you, I think my mind use to think two times faster than a normal human being. So the actual 24 hours giving me the luxury of 48 hours.