Forever Mine ❤️

To My Devilish Angel,

“The smell of her hair, the taste of her mouth, the feeling of her skin seemed to have got inside him, or into the air all round him. She had become a physical necessity.”

1984

George Orwell

Its been long time since i have written something about you. The reason was because, I always wanted to give you something better than the last time. But actually its a Herculean task for someone who is a below average common man like me..I've tried writing a lot...but then I ll end up deleting everything at the end..its been almost 85 days since, I locked up myself inside a room..the only time I have seen outside the world, when I was traveling back to india.. people says it's difficult to stay inside a room for a longer time, even i had the same feeling until it's happening, i don't mind staying and being alone in a room, but that should be chosen by me... but in this case its different so I was thinking that, its going to be a hard time for me... But things had gone the other way..I have enjoyed my quarantine days a lot and it was just Coz of you.....

I always had your presence with me.. being very frank i haven't faced much difficulties during these days...and i should say thanks to you for coming in my memories nd dreams on a frequent basis and actually that helped me a lot In so many ways....coz it always keep me happy and alive.

People may call it as madness, fairytale, whatever..but in my dreams and thoughts, you were always mine..you are my love, life, friend, wife, partner in crime, travel partner, motivator, my critic, my 1st baby, sometimes my boxing opponent as well 😜.. you are my everything... as you already know you are the first thing I think of when I wake up and I’m looking forward to a life where I will wake up next to you, not needing to imagine you, because you will be sleeping right there next to me.

I want to spend the rest of my life sleeping next to you and I can’t imagine it otherwise. I don't dream or desire anything beyond that... Just you in my family...thats enough...god this is the only blessing I'm asking you, after this, I will never bother you again please 🙈. all my dreams, desire, ambitions everything ll be fulfilled, when you become mine... That is why I decided to wait for you till the end of my life...Nd again either with you, or your memories...its worth waiting for you till the last breath of my life.. people use to ask me, why not someone else, but no one knows the fact that, nobody can match you. Coz you're Angel nd others are just human being. Do you have a doubt? Okay... Do one thing.. stand in front of your mirror for 3 minutes...try looking at your eyes without blinking...you will realise why you're Angel to me. I dare you should try...

You are the love of my life. You’re the only person in the whole world that can lift my spirits when I’m sad by giving me one, single hug that means the world to me.

Whomevr you loved, you can be with that person for maximum 16 hours in day??? But you're always there with me, almost 25 hours everyday. Yes it's 25 hours for me... You wanna know how it's 25? You need to Wait till the next letter..