The Fault in our Star ❤️

"I wait all day Just hoping One more Day to be with you" ~ City of Angels

To the Devil of my dreams...

Like I always use to say the beginning is always difficult. At this moment I really don't knw what to write. Before writing this I think I would have written more than 7,8 intro, and deleted it...coz I wasn't happy with any of those...

I composed a beautiful letter to you in the sleepless nightmare hours of the night, and it has all gone: I just miss you, in a quite simple desperate human way.

I want to tell you something very much important...My Angel please Forgive me, for every word I say and for every action i did, whether it's intentionally or unintentionally. It may sound so cheesy but I swear, My heart is full of you, none other than you.... You're flourishing in my thoughts and of course in all my dreams as well, yet when I seek to say to you something, words fail me. If you are here..... And really if u are you here..omg...idk...I ll die without breathing..idk wht ll happen... the words are not sufficient to express dat..., My Angel, i think we need not take at all, our eyes would whisper for us..

I miss you even more than I could have believed; and I was prepared to miss you a good deal. So this letter is really just a squeal of pain. It is incredible how essential to me you have become. The important thing is I don't want to be without you for the next 30 years, or 40, or however many there are. I've gotten very used to being happy and I love you very much indeed. Shall I be able to pass all my time with you, having only to love you, and to think only of the happiness of so saying, and of proving it to you?"

You still fascinate and inspire me. You influence me for the better. You’re the object of my desire, the Earthly reason for my existence.’

When I see you smiling, i forget everything. I would die to see u smiling. Im not praising but I swear I have never seen anything as beautiful as your smile...your eyes, your smile... even when I'm thinking about it, my heart is always making new records...You could feel it, if you're here..

Once I wish to remind you one thing...either i wanna live wit u or ua memories...

U r mine in my dreams... U ll be mine forever...❤️ So I will always have you with me... Nobody can take you away from me...