The Mystery Behind The Dream

To My Weirdo😘

"They didn't agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time—and they challenged each other every day. But despite their differences, they had one important thing in common: They were crazy about each other." ~ A Walk To Remember

My Angel, I still and always gonna believe that, knowing you is the greatest thing that happened in my entire existence.

I never realized realized or believed that someone could make you happy like this until , you happened to me.. Though it was just dreams, those were amazing. Those beautiful moments literally pushing and tempting me to fall asleep all the time. I have never felt that happiness before. Never ever...

I remember in my dreams, my heart was beating so fast...my hands were shivering... My palm was getting wet... when you were with me, in fact you don't even need to do anything to give me that feel..your presence itself was more than enough.. The thought of you staying by my side reassures me and gives a whole new meaning to my life.

Every sound of your voice is like music to my ears, a serene lullaby that lulls me to sweet daydreams. When I gaze into your soulful eyes, I could see a brighter tomorrow. The soft whispers of your enchanting voice lift my empty spirits and calm my weary thoughts. Your beaming smile chases all my worries and uncertainties away. Your warm embrace puts me in a trance of sweet lullabies and melody. The moment that I hold your hand, I know right away that you are the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with.

No words could ever express the glee that I'm experiencing right now. I couldn't even start to fathom how blessed I am to have you in this life. In any other lifetime, I'd still choose to fall in love with you. I thank God for bringing you to my life. You gave a new meaning to my existence and I could not imagine a life without you in it. You and I were made to be together, forever. Loving you was the most special thing that ever happened to me. You have a very special place in my heart and no one could ever replace that, be it in this lifetime, or any other lifetime. When I'm with you, everything feels so right and I feel really blessed. I cherish every single day that we spend together in my dreams. Those dreams were so beautiful. People may say that I'm just living in a fairytale. What if it's fairytale? What difference it makes? As long as it making me happy, why should i bother whether its fairytale or reality? Remember a fairytale is thousand times better than a toxic relationship.

Last night you came near to me in my dream...U were looking at ma eyes...I find myself struggling to breath...the more u coming closer to me, my heart beat was started increasing... I felt like I should grab ua face and draw my heart in your face with my lips... But I was scared to make a move...coz I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable...never ever in my life.....I've realized that my hands are shivering... My palms are getting wet...for a moment I thought shez revolving around me like how earth is revolving around the sun... Then I realize it was not her, it was me who is feel like swooing. I was not breathing at that moment..I don't know how it could be possible..but I'm sure I was not breathing... I knew one thing that I'm gonna get some carbon dioxide soon..I was excited like hell...

I don't know from where I got the courage or what made me do that, but I just grabbed her face somehow in a fraction of second..I felt like the entire world is in my hand...I was losing my confidence whenever I was looking into her eyes... It was burning me... So I decided not to make any eye contact at least for the time being, instead of that I have decided to focus somewhere else and that is how I reached to her lips...her lips was making some movements..was that moving or shivering? I don't know... I have no idea..I don't know what is happening to me but I felt like my throat was getting dry... slowly i was moving closer to her..I saw that even she is sweating a lot.. suddenly a drop of sweat fell on the pillow from her face... slowly i moved little more closer and I was going to grab her lips with mine...

all of a sudden i felt that somebody was tapping on my back and said go and get 2 packet of milk...I seriously couldn't believe it was a dream.... Even if it was a dream, my mom could have waited for couple of more seconds...but....... 😢

But Then I have seen the sweat drop in my pillow itself...I don't know how...but it was there...

Was that really a dream? Or reality? I couldn't figure out...

Your thoughts are so deep in my mind...I don't know how did you conquered me completely...I don't know how you took all control over my mind and soul..how did you do that? Remember you're my everything...even if you're so close or far...I don't care how look like, i don't care what image you carry in front of others, i don't know anything... But I will love you always... Lot more than anyone could ever imagine...I love you so much...