The Wandering Thoughts

To my Devilish Angel

I seriously don't have any idea from where to start, or how to start. I think it's so difficult to express it, when so many feelings goes through your mind with high intensity. I always had the starting trouble, probably that is the reason why, i took so much time to confess my feelings to you. But I know I will flow like a river once it's begin, because I know, my final destination is you, that urge will make me cross all the hills and mountains and all the obstacles it face.

I was scared to trust people, because whomever had taken my heart and soul, have made huge fun of it and enjoyed their time by destroying me so terribly, so when it's impossible to trust someone whom I know personally from years, i have no clue that how did I started loving you so madly even before knowing something about you... I reckon upon your love as something that is to endure when everything that can perish has perished..though my trust is sometimes mingled with fear, because I feel myself unworthy of your love.. probably because I know how easily replaceable I'm..and I have the proof in the form the my past to support that fact. Coz I don't have anything special, to grab your attention, i have nothing special in me to secure my place in your heart other than my so called love.. The only strength that i had in my life was my dreams. Because you were always mine in dreams and that is the only thing keeping me alive in this damn selfish world

I remember You entered my heart slowly and quietly

Your love spread through me.

In every direction,

I see only you – just you.

What madness, what obsession...

What can I say of my state now?

My heart, my soul, my whole world,

you are my only desire.

My Sweetheart only You!!

Once Paulo Coelho mentioned in his book that "There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure" and that is why I'm so confident that one day you will be Mine..i will never think otherwise because I can't afford to lose you...coz I know you are mine, and you're here for me...I will wait for till the last breath of my life and I know it's worth waiting for an angel like you.

❤️